“Sarah know I love you.”

Those are the words he said to me.

I sat in disbelief,

Ready to fall on my knees.

That’s what I wanted to ask

When and if I say a prayer:
Dear Lord, If I could keep him?

Prove to me You’re there.

I know I’m not always humble.

I know I don’t unconditionally serve.

There are things that I should do.

There are practices I should observe.

I know that idols are a sin.

I know You will curse them in Your pain.

God please say that he isn’t one.
God please say this isn’t vain.

What I want to know tonight

Is that he is a gift from You.

I want to know that we are blessed-

He and I, us two.

"Neon Tiger"- The Killers

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWH5hpP4i8Y

What do you think it means?

In the summer it was too hot. In the winter it was too cold. In the fall the wind blew too much. In the spring, there were flowers everywhere. But worst of all, she could not understand the neon tiger.

Nobody reads this. I don't know why I bother. Perhaps my perturbed mind will find peace tomorrow.